today i let my feelings get the best of me. i got mad for no apparent reason. it was because of a certain someone but that someone didnt even know what he did wrong. and that made things even worse.
i know it is morbid to wish for something that had happened to not happen. its like you arent redha with qada n qadr. but i guess it is normal for anyone to have such thoughts. maybe Allah is testing me, might seem like a small test but i really need to pull myself together and think straight. you arent a kid anymore nene. not even a teenager.
but then again, sometimes, i wish i was never.....
till then,
forever a wallflower, nani
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