happy born day ye old lady!

turned 29 yesterday, no celebration whatsoever. kids and most of my friends didnt even remember. Neeya did wished me tho, and of coz Maryam and Naufal too. Oh well, no big deal. sometimes i have the feeling that im the only person in the whole wide world whom actually try to remember everyones' birthday. i still remember my childhood best friend's birthday, eventho we're no longer close. im special that way.

anyway, i honestly feels like 22. Hahaha. No kidding, i still dont see myself as a 29 year old. and that is not a good thing. and soon im gonna reach 30 😐 i tried to not overthink the future, i dont think its healthy to overthink the future. ive tried making plans, but end up achieving none. but im not upset at all, everything that i have today is what Allah had planned for me, and He is the best planner after all. So why wanna be upset right?

i just hope that i would finally found the courage to drive a car 😑

welp, till then

Ramadan kareem 😊