Sometimes i hate myself for not believing in myself. Not believing that Allah has set up evrything to be just right for me and that i have nothing to worry about. 

Competitions are evrywhere and sometimes you just gotta accept the fact that you can never always won the first place. Try qnd be better, do everything for the sake of Allah and not human beings.

When you love Allah, He will call upon the whole universe in heaven and earth to love you. What is more beautiful than that Nani?