Ode to a stranger

i felt like writing rite now cause i dont know wat else i can do to express my current state

i felt like i could cry a river anytime now just because of a death of a person i barely knew 

i dont know why his death kinda affected ne emotionally. i'd cry just thinking about it

is it because i was jealous of his death during ramadan? or is it because i actually had a crush on him?

i dont know. but somehow i felt a lost too.

dear adam, i may not know you personally. and wat im feeling rite now might seem crazy, but i pray that Allah grant you the highest jannah cause wallahi, you kinda made me wanna become a better person from now on.i pray that i'd meet someone like you in the future insyaAllah